Tick Tock

Time waits for nobody !

After quite a long time , just cuddling near by my warm arrangement, wondering I've not shared  my thoughts with any body since a while. 

Today i'm writing just of no reason , just felt like conveying the inner sentiments which are quite hollow for now. It's not about you have to be alone to feel alone at times , it's just meant to be that way even if you've got company along . Well this isolation at times provokes me onto writing which i love and admire, just like now .
Today I just wanted to share one of my deepest yet most amazing of all feelings . That stretches a smile on my face . A feeling so true and admirable you can't possibly find it any where just apart from one place . A place so close but over looked.
It is just not a general blog to share , believe me its your story, if not , you're an EXCEPTION !
 Life has brought upon us many challenges , we're to face .
But you all know , you're never alone .
Two Godly beings , always shoulder us .
Be beside , move along , push us forward .
Have belief in us , hard to find in any other corner .
A moment when you mourn , they're the first to bandage . A moment when a tear falls down your cheek , they're the first to let you loose your self to them . A moment of your failure that shatters you , they're the first to help you recollect , rebuild and rise again .
BUT
When it comes to us , we can never pay the debt . Or should i say we never tried , did you ?
Expectations don't go one sided , nor does love .
Do they not deserve a little of your time , your concern , commitment and love ? Don't they .
This is what i felt over a passage of time i spent in my room , confined to my walls on purpose doing nothing specific to be honest but i don't know why , it was not a run away though .. This time  triggered this guilt in me some how . A guilt that buried itself inside of me , always pricking my heart , making me think , why ?
That was the moment i realized that's its my turn to pay it off . Though the debt is too heavy to pay but we can at least try to make it up to them , no ?
Why not wake up , have your morning coffee looking at your beautiful mother you're blessed with sitting right in front of you looking at you with love affection and gratitude ?
 Why not read the daily news headlines to your dad , or be his sports champ ?
Why not spend a little time with your young ones , and make an image they follow ?
Just a little bit of your time for your family , is it hard ? Is it that hard ?
It's not .
They're the ones we can actually count on , believe . Right ?
 Make them feel special , important .
Just like that it wasn't hard at all , and i spared my all time i had off left to my lovely birth givers .
The satisfaction that gives me everyday is barely explainable.
The joy that i get cuddling into a warm blanket with my mom , listening to all she has to share and i do the same .
The joy i find when my dad calls my name , 'US' just mocking my mom, it's just amazing .
The beauty of all of this i'm sharing with you all  is only you'll find it when you've experienced it on your own.
Just think a little , will this time return ?
Will you have them for ever , what time are you waiting for to come ?
Time never waits and regrets fall in.
Will it be that easy to forget that fact that what all you could have had only if you have it known on time and now that it's too late for regrets .
The real value of this beautiful bond we're tied into needs to be realized .
Before it's too late .

Love to all the lovely parents out there .



Hope you had good time reading.
xx