The Eternal Sentiments

Deep down

 LIFE as we know it ,is not actually how i think i should've have had perceived it,but before today everything was so simple so clear , but from today things changed .

My perspective ,my vision ,my inspirations all on a hike looking for a new star in sky, looking for higher peaks looking for a better reason  a lost something ,something that we've all lost  , few years back .

Something of great value, something of great concern, something that requires reasoning determination will our *ZAMEER* out time.

Well talking about myself I'm no different ,lost somewhere , a place a dwelling far from the real occurring  , somewhere where things seem fascinating , out of the world , where our mind doesn't comprehend our very imaginations, where the real world is setback in shadows. 

Sometimes a broken feeling is all you want in mid of fake happiness, fake smiles, silent tears and pretending clones. A tear dripping out, moving down to your throat and then fading away in a glimpse of a second.  

A feeling so real so true so pure , tiny droplets of sadness expressing what you really feeling at heart ,no pretending no something you've not wanted on the particular time at the particular place at the very moment ,at any stage of life you've stepped into on any account any cost any compromises any means . 

Apart from ones own heart, not a single being can know the feelings the emotions the value of something one has in his heart. 

The sorrows ,the lost love the complexes the feeling of *KAASH* the emptiness the missing shoulder ,the deprived feeling of motherly love ones feel is not to be described in words counting till infinity .

The pain the misery the heart stab the *GHAIR YAKEENI* feeling of loosing someone ,someone so close ,someone so part of you ,someone who makes you complete someone who makes you alive someone who makes you see 

the hidden road ahead of you someone whose presence pulls you out of from unanswerable questions someone who makes you win the quest of life and death ,someone yours truly yours only yours. 

The unbelievable feeling of success heights prosperity ,life gives to a soul. A soul not ready to accept what he has achieved in this very doomed world ,the world whose ending is predicted anytime sooner ,a life no longer then few year,s ,our plans no more then chess moves ,the success very short very temporary very un contending . 

The moment when you realize what you were and what have you changed into ,the trembling thoughts the vivid dreams the blur images .

The fears of Acrophobia(height) Agliophobia(pain) Atychiphobia(failures). 

The fears that make you fall , deep down in craves unseen from the eyes of a man ignorant to one own self , his real self. 

The real you awaits in the world out side the cocoon shell ones in ,trapped ,suffocated,helpless. 

To reach to the real eternity . 

The two diverse roads and our will proportionate .

Life,s to short to for misery guilt and regrets . 

Let go of ropes holding you onto it . let it go.

LIVE .