Tick Tock

Time waits for nobody !

After quite a long time , just cuddling near by my warm arrangement, wondering I've not shared  my thoughts with any body since a while. 

Today i'm writing just of no reason , just felt like conveying the inner sentiments which are quite hollow for now. It's not about you have to be alone to feel alone at times , it's just meant to be that way even if you've got company along . Well this isolation at times provokes me onto writing which i love and admire, just like now .
Today I just wanted to share one of my deepest yet most amazing of all feelings . That stretches a smile on my face . A feeling so true and admirable you can't possibly find it any where just apart from one place . A place so close but over looked.
It is just not a general blog to share , believe me its your story, if not , you're an EXCEPTION !
 Life has brought upon us many challenges , we're to face .
But you all know , you're never alone .
Two Godly beings , always shoulder us .
Be beside , move along , push us forward .
Have belief in us , hard to find in any other corner .
A moment when you mourn , they're the first to bandage . A moment when a tear falls down your cheek , they're the first to let you loose your self to them . A moment of your failure that shatters you , they're the first to help you recollect , rebuild and rise again .
BUT
When it comes to us , we can never pay the debt . Or should i say we never tried , did you ?
Expectations don't go one sided , nor does love .
Do they not deserve a little of your time , your concern , commitment and love ? Don't they .
This is what i felt over a passage of time i spent in my room , confined to my walls on purpose doing nothing specific to be honest but i don't know why , it was not a run away though .. This time  triggered this guilt in me some how . A guilt that buried itself inside of me , always pricking my heart , making me think , why ?
That was the moment i realized that's its my turn to pay it off . Though the debt is too heavy to pay but we can at least try to make it up to them , no ?
Why not wake up , have your morning coffee looking at your beautiful mother you're blessed with sitting right in front of you looking at you with love affection and gratitude ?
 Why not read the daily news headlines to your dad , or be his sports champ ?
Why not spend a little time with your young ones , and make an image they follow ?
Just a little bit of your time for your family , is it hard ? Is it that hard ?
It's not .
They're the ones we can actually count on , believe . Right ?
 Make them feel special , important .
Just like that it wasn't hard at all , and i spared my all time i had off left to my lovely birth givers .
The satisfaction that gives me everyday is barely explainable.
The joy that i get cuddling into a warm blanket with my mom , listening to all she has to share and i do the same .
The joy i find when my dad calls my name , 'US' just mocking my mom, it's just amazing .
The beauty of all of this i'm sharing with you all  is only you'll find it when you've experienced it on your own.
Just think a little , will this time return ?
Will you have them for ever , what time are you waiting for to come ?
Time never waits and regrets fall in.
Will it be that easy to forget that fact that what all you could have had only if you have it known on time and now that it's too late for regrets .
The real value of this beautiful bond we're tied into needs to be realized .
Before it's too late .

Love to all the lovely parents out there .



Hope you had good time reading.
xx

Conquer

THE THOROUGHBRED NIGHTMARES ,MAKE REALITY!                                                   

Some times a dream so vivid , a hope so broken , a thought so far fetched is all you have to cater you , to hold you together to rebuild your own self to hold you firm . 

Circumstances may intercede in your way , watching everything fall apart for that moment is all one has in hand. 

Our dreams our sentiments our actions take us to our self made end .

Dreams are just like marvel miracles inducing the spark ,an instinct of new hope a new journey a new path a new life . 

Dreams are meant to be seen no matter how inconceivable how improbable how dim they seem .   

Life is unpredictable .

 A bird flying to meadows to search to feed to her infants my not be any sure if she is to return or not. 

A man at land ,may not know the insecurities,the efforts the long haul the courage the fights the life threatening moves a soldier makes to survive one more night,breath few more moments ,preserve few more memories ,recall few more memories ,  at the field. 

Life is so uncertain that one may not know the next moment of his life is on earth or beneath soil. 

But it all comes back to one thing "zindagi issi ka naam ha".

Life is never so contented ,so sublime ,so straight . 

Some times the day dreams the vision the nightmares give one the feeling of relief whilst the reality unlikely to content any human soul. 

Dreams shatter ,hopes fade, we all fall apart as the clouds of reality envelope our very existence .

Dream land so fascinating so cheerful so savory so satisfying ,whilst reality seething a human heart.

The fear to risk thoroughbred dreams , reality to overcome problems to envelope, a soul sometimes shuts its hearts, all windows or passages all eyes to seek way through .

He doesn't realize of how the life provided him with the opportunity to prove him to the world regain his esteem his self respect his lost courage and most of all his own self,his real self hidden somewhere inside ,deep down the loop holes.

Burying ones head in sand and turning blind eye to real world is no way to live . 

Dreams may seem tempting but dreams  are dreams after all,cannot be lived without any functional reasoning a realistic approach a hearty effort!No haste no dis content.

TO live unto your expectation to live up to your dreams to bring those vivid thoughts into a clear picture one should begin a new start ,a start with struggles with patience with handwork with strength and most of all with blessings from Almighty Lord.

The cocoon shell you've bound yourself in ,break the walls set yourself free.WAKE UP. 

See world from a different perspective this time ,a new eye a new thought a determined mind a powerful hand.

Make your sublime dreams your present your future ,make your living a life of heavens . Contending  Satisfactory  Real  Conceivable Factual and Everlasting. 

SHOW to everyone ,show to your self ! YOU'VE DONE IT .

SHOW them "your dreams your hopes  are your reality ". 

Be the one with will . 

Give no one the power to ever knock you down ,to snatch your hopes to tear your dreams and change the real you  ,

Life is short ,Live for it,s meant to be lived ,with Dreams making your reality.

Thank you.
xx
Fatima

The Eternal Sentiments

Deep down

 LIFE as we know it ,is not actually how i think i should've have had perceived it,but before today everything was so simple so clear , but from today things changed .

My perspective ,my vision ,my inspirations all on a hike looking for a new star in sky, looking for higher peaks looking for a better reason  a lost something ,something that we've all lost  , few years back .

Something of great value, something of great concern, something that requires reasoning determination will our *ZAMEER* out time.

Well talking about myself I'm no different ,lost somewhere , a place a dwelling far from the real occurring  , somewhere where things seem fascinating , out of the world , where our mind doesn't comprehend our very imaginations, where the real world is setback in shadows. 

Sometimes a broken feeling is all you want in mid of fake happiness, fake smiles, silent tears and pretending clones. A tear dripping out, moving down to your throat and then fading away in a glimpse of a second.  

A feeling so real so true so pure , tiny droplets of sadness expressing what you really feeling at heart ,no pretending no something you've not wanted on the particular time at the particular place at the very moment ,at any stage of life you've stepped into on any account any cost any compromises any means . 

Apart from ones own heart, not a single being can know the feelings the emotions the value of something one has in his heart. 

The sorrows ,the lost love the complexes the feeling of *KAASH* the emptiness the missing shoulder ,the deprived feeling of motherly love ones feel is not to be described in words counting till infinity .

The pain the misery the heart stab the *GHAIR YAKEENI* feeling of loosing someone ,someone so close ,someone so part of you ,someone who makes you complete someone who makes you alive someone who makes you see 

the hidden road ahead of you someone whose presence pulls you out of from unanswerable questions someone who makes you win the quest of life and death ,someone yours truly yours only yours. 

The unbelievable feeling of success heights prosperity ,life gives to a soul. A soul not ready to accept what he has achieved in this very doomed world ,the world whose ending is predicted anytime sooner ,a life no longer then few year,s ,our plans no more then chess moves ,the success very short very temporary very un contending . 

The moment when you realize what you were and what have you changed into ,the trembling thoughts the vivid dreams the blur images .

The fears of Acrophobia(height) Agliophobia(pain) Atychiphobia(failures). 

The fears that make you fall , deep down in craves unseen from the eyes of a man ignorant to one own self , his real self. 

The real you awaits in the world out side the cocoon shell ones in ,trapped ,suffocated,helpless. 

To reach to the real eternity . 

The two diverse roads and our will proportionate .

Life,s to short to for misery guilt and regrets . 

Let go of ropes holding you onto it . let it go.

LIVE .