My Odd Cascade

MY ODD CASCADE

My future is so blur,my present is so vague

Thriving for happiness

Striving for acceptance

A little girl at the corner of the street 

Struggling with all the norms 

Forsaking her charms

Compromising her soul 

No real feelings flow through her anymore

No assurance for her esteem,

No more fire within her core 

A broken scattered vase of her own.

A damning spark

Ah!long ago the seeds of uncertainty were sown

She would just loose herself in the mystics of her heart 

Odd cascade of emotions of her own 

She screams within

A never fulfilling vacant space.

Thorns are what she saw in the roses she grown

But maybe that's foolishness and theories of her own

Drained within her self.

She's not so colorful anymore.

I will relive, i will recreate

A new story of my own

Filling in my canvas of life with the colors I've known

I'll fall and I'll rise

BUT

Life is filled with welcomes and goodbyes

My future is so blur,my present is so vague

Thriving for happiness

Striving for acceptance

A little girl at the corner of the street 

Fatimah

6-Jan-17